You are perhaps familiar with this little nursery rhyme...There once was a little girl, she had a little curl right in the middle of her forehead; when she was good, she was very, very good, and when she was bad she was horrid.
Well thats how I have felt the last 2 months. So, when I ask the Universe to help me I always seem to forget that change is often unpleasant and I am almost always unyielding.....
at first anyways. I do manage to come around but not until I have thoroughly beaten my head against numerous brick walls ( did i mention that I painstakingly designed these brick walls myself?) Ha ha :)
Ah well.....C’est la vie
And I am all the Better for it as I can clearly see now...thanks to langelbleu on twitter for her insights and to my Husband Dietrich who allows truth to spill from his lips and to me for allowing it to heal me despite my moments of despair and confusion...we are all here to hurt or heal one another....I would rather go through the temporary discomfort that Truth brings, then to live a lifetime of lies and illusions about myself...or believe the illusions of others. I make my choice, I do not let others choose for me...free will only hurts till ya get the hang of how it works in the natural world, right?! Not the lies we tell ourselves to fool and sabotage what beauty there could be for our life. I am still learning, fine tuning, taking notes and determined.
So here I am, perhaps like many, just being Glade, Grateful and Feeling Loved by the Universe, the Angels, fellow internet travelers and those I love dearly, and perhaps most importantly Myself...Loving Myself...I love you Margo!
XOXOXO
